October 23, 2016
Hi everyone! So today i wanted to talk about something that has crossed my mind a couple of times. As some of you might know, I used to sing A LOT. Ever since I was very young i performed, worked in groups, met so many great people in the business. At the time it was completely out of the question that i'd ever stop. Yet here I am Standing on the sideline when it comes to perfomances. It was completely my own choice, but when I tell people I stopped their almost in tears, and forcing me to go back to it, and pick up where I left of.
The phrase i used to hear almost every day, (and still do) is; You know if I could sing.. I'd sing all day, every day, and I'd sign op for all the tv shows and go on. I'd used to respond to that with; I know you think you would, but it depends. So I was talking to my mum the other day, and we had a convo about working hard, ditermination, being entrepeneurial. My sister, my mother and I have always had the instinct to stay busy, and working really to acomplish something that you really want. With singing, you either have a great voice, or you can 'just sing'. Mark my words, it doesn't matter how many times people tell you you have an amazing voice, and you should never stop, It always comes back to you, and you are the one behind all the descisions. I am absoluty not concluding that I'll never sing again, and that I haven't worked hard to get to the places I've been, and the things I've acomplished, but I feel like your hart has to be behind your descisions 1000% to reach unremarkable hights.
I happend to find an eduction that lightened someting inside of me. I've always had the feeling like fashion was something for beside economics or something boring I thought I'd ended up doing. With this education they showed me how those things can be combined, and now there is absolutley no other branche I'd picture myself working in. When I tell people this they are often really judgemental and have lots of prejudices, but that's totally OK, cause they have passions on their on.
Fashion is so much more than just the close you put on in the morning, or the purse you're dieing for. Just in this short period of time (Now in my second year) I've already learned so much, and I can't wait to gratuade and really start someting big. I don't know what the future holds, but untill then I am sure I'll stay busy, cause that's the way I like it!
Coat - H&M | Top - H&M | Trousers - F21 | Shoes - ZARA | Bag - Made it myself!
Coat - Scotch & Soda €229,95
Turle neck sweater - OTTO €39,99
Trousers - America today €39,99
(now on sale for just €11,99 so be fast!)
Boots - G-star €169,95